Everyone deserves good friends in their lives, you do too @thedogwhobarks, try to re-connect with those you have lost contact with Quentin, let them know you want to rekindle the friendship and see what happens, you are a good person who truly deserves all the best, stay upbeat and keep smiling, everything will be OK, please keep going and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)