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    Esteban posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

    Wishing everyone a good night! Guess I achieved 3 goals amongst the never ending list I had, today. I did succeed to change my sheets, wash myself and my hair (This was hard, I got tired just in the midle of it, I often fall into such high neglect and have 0 energy to take care of myself, even though I want to); I cooked two meals I used to like in the past and frooze them for later (still have more to do, will save them for tomorrow), I didn’t dine and… I guess that’s it. I couldn’t shave or brush my teeth, take care of my painful feet (though it usually is my father who does it), stretch or cook that new recipe I desperatly wanted to, but I tell myself I can always do it tomorrow ~ Maybe these are small ”victories” but I fail to see them at such, I never seem to be able be proud of myself from compliments (yeah that anorexic hates to eat but strangely loves cooking, and my family loves my cooking too!) and even my own actions [...]

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    • I’m so proud of my little bro @heartsofc, keep taking small steps little bro because you will get things done, I want my little bro to feel positive, healthy, happy and ready to take on the world each day with hope, positivity and brightness, do eat as well little bro, take care of yourself and hold your head up high little bro, remember you mean so much to me, I want the best for you little bro, smile and always be fabulous, you can do it little bro, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • I like to think there are no such thing as small victories. They’re victories, no matter what you’ve achieved. Be proud about every single one of them Esteban, they’re the result of your effort and determination. Step by step, you’ll achieve all your goals, so don’t stop believing in yourself <3