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    Marta posted an update 5 years, 6 months ago

    Since 2 weeks ago, I’ve been having deep episodes of sadness, despair and emptiness. I usually live with them, but lately those feelings are stronger than I am. I know this is not a permanent state and that these feelings will eventually fade into the mist they usually are. But for now, my mind is running as fast as a train and completely static at the same time.

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    • You are strong Marta, and you said so yourself, it is just a black cloud and it is floating away. Please keep your head up, because its just during this phase that we struggle- we are purely looking at a closed door and forgetting that there is indeed light from the window and elsewhere. Please be strong :) You have support.

    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @m1s1m3, you have been so kind, sweet and lovely to me Marta, someone as beautiful, incredible and courageous as you truly deserves all the happiness that the world has to offer, hold your head up high special angel and know many brighter days lie ahead for you, you will make all your dreams come true Marta because you are a survivor who never gives up, believe in yourself and go forward with confidence Marta, you can do it hun, there is always light at the end of the tunnel Marta, remember I care about and love you Marta and so does the BT community, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • You are right Tinted:Bubble @damagedcoconut, when we find ourselves struggling and during tough times, we think that we are not able to go through that closed door, but eventually we find other ways to go out. Thank you so much for your kind words, they really cheer me up and let me see a little bit of light. I hope you are having a nice and peaceful day :) ! Hugs!

    • Thank you so much Oli, you are a true angel full of kindness <3. I'll keep fighting and moving fordward, holding my head up very high. Sometimes it's difficult to find the strenght, but I know that hard times are not forever and bright days will eventually come. Your words mean so much to me @oliver, thank you for always cheering me up. Remember that I and the BT community care and love you too, and are here for you. You've done so much good here you can't even imagine. Never forget that you are a wonderful and amazing human being! Hugs! :)

    • I’m sorry you are going through this, I hope you can feel better soon and won’t go through this anytime soon. ♥ As Tinted Bubble said you are strong and we are all here for you! ♥

    • Thank you so much Cecelia, you are always so supportive and kind ♥. I’m hanging in there. Still struggling, but feeling a bit better already. I wish you a nice day full of happiness @invincible! :)

    • I completely know what you’re going through, and you’re right when you say that it will pass eventually. Just keep trudging on through the sea you’re in, and eventually you’ll find the shore. I hope you can find someone to be the lighthouse to guide you, but never forget how strong you are. You can make it through anything.

    • Thank you so much for your kind words @infinicorn! Although these feelings are still with me, I’ve been feeling more positive and hopeful lately. Fortunately, as you said, I have a few people who are a lighthouse for me and are waiting in the shore for me to get there. Hope you are having a great day! <3