becuase if you were lean and skinny, you would look so similar to a lot of people yes, and all they want to be is different because they body shame others therefore they have subconciously placed each other together in a common ground but they grow up with different morals and have belief differences and being anxious i don’t think will help, try surround yourself in calmer places and give off a positive vibe as the cancerous part, is to show you are a survivor and a warroir whereas most others don’t have a reason to fight, to live because they had a different plan (intended for god but you can gnore that part if your not religious) and the bleeding i guess is side effects and is part of the journey, like cheesy quotes like there’s no rainbow without rain, simple comments can cause big ifluences