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    equestrian27 posted an update 6 years ago

    Recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We were together for 4 years and each other’s high school sweethearts. We left things at knowing we still wanted to be together and get married one day but knew for now we needed to learn to be our own person and grow independently for a while. It was a mutual break up but still a very heart breaking one. Now I’m just lost and confused. I know this is for the better. We always wanted to spend some time apart just to really know how much we meant to each other and to really fully learn the value of each other and our relationship. I just feel so lost now that I don’t have my best friend by my side. I don’t really know what to do with myself. I just want to fast forward to when everything doesn’t feel so sad and lonely. I am filled with just aching hope that everything will be okay and we will get back together again but am still so scared at what things will be like if we don’t. Either way I know only time will tell and I know that whatever happens it’s for the best. I just wish that I could predict the future and know how things will end up. I miss him a lot and we both wish we could be together but we both see the necessity of being apart for a little bit as hard as it is. I just hope that one day everything falls into place.

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      Oli replied 6 years ago

      Please don’t feel sad or upset @equestrian27, hopefully you can still remain friends with your ex and maintain a close bond with each other, keep being in each other’s lives, maybe one day you will get back together, try to stay positive and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)