i miss the sun, the warmth, the light
i miss the only happiness to shine through my dreary head.
now i have no energy to get out of bed —
he was the only person to make me feel,
now i can’t even tell what’s real.
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i told you i wanted to marry you, we sat in my yard — the sky was an unsettling grey, the wind blew so harsh … i remember you crying, so was i.
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i hope one day our paths cross