Please don’t feel down or upset @beanz168, you are such a fabulous, amazing and special person who deserves happiness in life, everything will be OK, focus on all the things that bring you a sense of confidence and give you hope, hold your head up high and know so many bright moments lie ahead for you, smile, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)