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    Erin Kristen posted an update 6 years, 11 months ago

    I just got a really good job. Unfortunately my past caught up to me and it involved me being in court due to my ex bf, who im still in love with (hes all i talk about on here). The past is the past and in a week or so i dont have to worry about anything that come to me getting in trouble with the cops.
    Im trying to keep positive and keep moving forward towards my dreams, its a little difficult when i cant talk about it with my family, and i feel super lonely when i mention i want to act and move to California, so they shut me down.
    As well everyone i went to hs with is now graduating with their bachelors and i feel so behind because i havent gone back to even get my associates, and i dont even have a car of my own.

    I feel lost,comfused and feel like a disapointment, and have no support.
    Im trying to toughen up. And accept life sucks sometimes.

    Over all im in the beginning steps of taking charge in my life and getting what i want.
    And i hope it starts right now

    Mood : Optimistic
    • Do stay positive and focus on all the wonderful opportunities that are ahead for you @shesjustsorad, don’t let your past get you down, move forward as best you can and know you will achieve all your goals Erin, I’m sure you will do great no matter what happens, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it Erin, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @shesjustsorad wow I’m going through similar issues as well. I get it about the ex. The past has a sneaky way of trying to tear down your renewed present and future but at least you can see that will be over with soon. I too have seen everyone around get degrees, careers, even married while I’m stuck and have nothing. If you’re ever up to talking with someone who gets your story, contact me (:

    • @shesjustsorad I think you’re doing fantastic by moving and in baby steps focousing on your education and recovery. Focous on yourself darling, no man in the world is worth your pain and you putting yourself down. Be strong, love yourself and treat yourself like a princess. Best of luck :) Also if you need someone to talk to feel free to always PM me :)