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    finnian posted an update 7 years, 1 month ago

    after a long week of not talking to my boyfriend, i decide to text him. i asked him what happened between us, what i did wrong, that i was sorry for whatever i did to get him to not like me/talk to me anymore… his response was that he is not gay, that he doesnt love me, he cant force himself to fall in love. i dont know what happened, but this is so sudden.
    4 weeks ago he was kissing my cheeks, forehead, & lips like his life depended on it, he would cuddle me and pick me up. and then,,, i saw him again a week or so later and he pulled away whenever i tried to give him affection, even a simple pat on the back was enough to push him away.
    part of me is screaming for him, i want him back so badly. i can feel tears welling up but they wont fall.. but the other part of me is fucking maaadddd- how could i fucking fall for him AGAIN, how could i do this to myself AGAIN- everything was dandy as shit and then this fuckery happens ?! i told you fuckin guys somethin shitty was bound to HAPPPEN ND AAAAAAA
    fuck him and fuck me

    • I would try to talk to him @peiyopei and tell him how you feel, be honest with each other about what you want, hopefully no matter what happens, you can still maintain a close friendship and bond, know you will meet your soulmate, a strong and loving relationship will come your way, stay positive and keep going, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @peiyopei first of all I want to say that for future sitions never say something like ”I’m sorry for whateaver I did”. What if it was him (which in this case, it was) ? . Look from what I’m reading here he just lied to him. People can’t snap their fingers and change sexuality that way. Either 1) he’s hiding it because he’s not ok with his own sexuality , 2) he found someone else and he’s using that as an excuse. I don’t want to hurt your feelings cause you’re already hurt but if I was you I would move on. What he did was seriously low. You deserve much better, just my opinion.

    • I can honestly relate to you as I feel like this will be very shortly. Reading this has really broke my heart. It is really sad to say but you can not truly trust or love anybody but YOU! People are very temporary and you have to just talk to him and try to move on as graceful as possible if absolutely nothing is going to change. I wish you all the best of luck. Please update soon.