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    mariko posted an update 7 years, 4 months ago

    Going back to starving. Only way I can’t have this big fat stomach. I’m so done. I was ok, I was healthy before, and depression hit me, I stopped walking and guess what happened… I fucking hate my life.

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    • Please don’t feel down @marikofujimoto, you are truly beautiful, perfect and special in every way Mariko, love and embrace who you are sweetie, look at yourself and realise how brilliant you are in mind and body Mariko, hold your head up high and know you are so strong, be comfortable in your own skin hun, you are a hero and angel to me and so many people Mariko, smile and don’t give up, you can do it, I’m always here for you, feel free to inbox me anytime, you will never be alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • don’t starve just eat smart, and not too much too soon :)

    • @silent-radiance My problem is more emotionally eating and not exercising. Because I don’t eat anything fried and with fat or anything with dairy products. I can’t actually, due to a health condition. Basically I became quite skinny (but not too much, the normal skinny I guess) with my health condition because I started to eat soup, fruit, vegetables, drink alot of water, drink natural juice, just being healthy. However lately I’ve been so depressed I stopped going on my daily walks and I’ve been binging on food…
      Do you have any advice for emotionally eating seeing that you say you’re eating more healthy?
      Thank you in advance for your concern btw means alot

    • @oliver I’m sorry Oli I just really broke down and I gained quite alot of weight. I know starving ins’t my option so I started today eating even more healthy than I already do. I’m just eating soup,fruit ,drinking water and walking. I can’t look at my body like this :(

    • @yamoros12 was a moment of weakness in all honesty. Ironically I ended up binge eating (so emotionally eating basically..) . However I decided today eating more healthy and going for a walk, is a very beautiful sunny day so why not. Also cleaning the whole house, vaccuming, cleaning the dust, etc, so I can keep moving and exercising. Hopefully will help… I just got paranoid because I used to be very fat and I’ve been having a good weight since august from 2015 but this month my depression kept me inside of the house and I started to emotionally eat and not walking… Hopefully I can lose the weight, my biggest fear is not losing it.