I’m so sorry for your loss @ghage21, do remember all the happy and special moments you spent with your brother, I’m sure he is looking down on you and loves you very much Gabrielle, be strong, I’m always here if you need to talk (hugs)

@ghage21 I’m truly sorry for your lost, but I agree with @oliver, enjoy the memories you have with him and hold on to your loved ones that are still alive. There is an harry potter quote that says ”Harry do not pitty the dead, pitty the living”. Because the dead are resting now, your brother is resting and I’m sure he’s in a better place. Now you have to hold on to your family, make sure they’re happy and you are happy. I know it’s really hard, sometimes 5,10,20 years is not enough to heal. But you can do it,bit by bit, with positivity and love around you.
I wish you all the best Gabrielle and if you ever need to vent my inbox is always open. I’m right here if you need me

he died when he was 1month old

**hugs**