Please don’t think badly of yourself @noah-2, try to stay upbeat Noah and focus on all the wonderful, compassionate and bright things that are happening in the world, remember to smile and be fantastic, make each day brilliant and keep being the special individual that you are, you can do it Noah, believe in yourself and never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)