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    Trevor posted an update 7 years, 9 months ago

    I feel so weak lately… sleeping all day lately. No car, phone… I feel trapped.. stranded here. I have a few people I care about, mostly friends I’ve made on twitch… but even trying to get my life together, so as to be in a better position to help those people… I’m struggling. We seem to all love people based on what they DO, not who they ARE…

    …but when I love ppl for who they ARE and then find so much judgement by others for what I DO(or rather, what I’m NOT doing)… it feel like it’s because it’s because who I AM is inherently unlovable… even though I know it’s because THOSE people are incapable of loving people at ALL..

    …but only their ACTIONS. But tell that to my heart… which doesn’t seem to differentiate, it only feels loved or it doesn’t. I need to be loved before I can DO things that would make me lovable… but as it is… I’m just trying to force myself to move forward, so create, build and inspire others. Until then, all I can do is continue to love anyone who needs it, unconditionally, as much as I can for as long as I can.

    Mood : Alone
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      Oli replied 7 years, 9 months ago

      Do love others and keep being compassionate @nightwake, surround yourself with positivity Trevor and keep doing things that give you hope and purpose, you are a special individual who is so kind, be upbeat and continue brightening up the world and this community, we all care about you Trevor, I want to see you living each day to the fullest, believe in yourself and never give up, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)