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    Oli posted an update 7 years, 9 months ago

    I feel so down and tired, struggling to see positivity and hope, I am ugly and stupid inside and out, a disgusting and awful person who has done more bad than good in the world, I don’t care about myself so I understand if no-one else does as well, a lot of the time I wonder why I was born, what is my purpose in life, I’m such a sad and pathetic person who is isolated, depressed and alone in his bedroom all day long, I want to try to get better and find happiness, but sometimes what is the point?, I’m scared of what lies ahead for me and I overthink the past, living in the present doesn’t seem to help at all either, should I give up, I just don’t know, everything is so hard, I’m so sorry everyone :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • @Oliver, take a second to look on all the good you’ve done on this site – people love you, they adore you and think of you as a great friend. You helped people through a wide range of trouble, from suicide, to mere life problems. And if that’s not courage and strength, I don’t know what it is.
      Oli, you’re awesome, never give up. You’re a warrior and everything that you suffer from at the moment will vanish soon. Please don’t be sorry – you’re needed, you’re loved and you’re so appreciated.
      You’re far from being pathetic. Read what I wrote above about helping people. :) Everyone is afraid of what lies ahead but try to focus on the present. If you concentrate on the present and try to enjoy of what you have here and now, you’ll feel better. Try this. I adopted this thing some time ago. And if it doesn’t help – give yourself time. Nothing in this world blooms all year. That goes for us – humans as well. :)
      You’ll find happiness, don’t worry. I perfectly understand that you feel down. Wrap yourself in a blanket, get some biscuits and watch some funny videos or your favourite cartoons in the internet. You’re awesome and huggable. Get over here you -hugs-. And you know something – try to look at all the problems you’ve overcome. I’m proud of you. You can do it. :) -hugs- Don’t give up. In many years, you’ll feel a lot better. Hang in there.

    • Hello oli! we dont know much about each other but i truly believe that just because you are in your bedroom all day or depression is taking over, you are not pathetic or alone. we are always here. send me a message anytime. the way you comment on people’s statuses with such encouragement and positivity is amazing and i know you will get through this storm. please believe in yourself more just like you believe on the people here on blahtherapy!

    • Dude no. Don’t think like that. You’re a wonderful person. Remember that.

    • Please don’t think like that, You’re such a great person. You are constantly helping others with their problems, your comments are always so inspiring and very helpful, you always know how to put a smile on my face with your sweet comments. YOU ARE AMAZING DONT FORGET THAT! It will get better <3