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    ladybug48 posted an update 7 years, 9 months ago

    My grandma died a week after we saw her. It’s been hard comprehending all of the finality that it brings, but I’m doing ok I think.
    Last night I had a really bad night. My anxiety was bad and my depression was bad. I was able to get to sleep finally, but then I had a horrible dream which involved my grandma, so I didn’t actually get much sleep last night.I see my therapist on Monday which I am really excited for because things have been so insanely hectic I haven’t seen her since before we went to see my grandma. I’m getting close to the desperate point and that is never good. I was able to work something out with my brother and his fiancèe about their wedding so my anxieties about that are down for now. That’s good news at least. Thanks for being here when I need to post something. I know I don’t get on very much but I really really appreciate it.

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    • I’m so sorry for your loss @ladybug48, do your best to remember all the happy times you had with your Grandma, you will make it through this, remember to relax and take care of yourself as well, we are all here for you on Blah, feel free to message me anytime if you need to chat, my inbox is always open, stay strong (hugs)

    • I’m sorry. You will get through this, I wish nothing but positivity and happiness upon you!
      and R.I.P to your grandma. ♥♥
      try to be happy, for her.

    • @ladybug48 I’m so sorry for your lost. I don’t think there’s any words someone can say that can relieve the pain. However try to think of the happy moments you and your family lived with her. She would like that I think.
      I wish you all the happiness in this world and that with time your pain starts to go away,
      And if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to PM me, I’m always here
      I’m sending you a virtual hug right now <3