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    Anonymous_Kat posted an update 7 years, 11 months ago

    Sorry I haven’t been here for several months. Changed my thing to Venter. Since I’ve been gone I’ve had great days. This is a bad one. Haven’t had a self harm urge in a while. Oh, look who’s joining us today. How’ve you been, urges. Anyway, something that’s been going around in my mind. I know I won’t be able to word it properly, but I’m gonna try. Want to see if anyone has some sort of idea from what I’m trying to describe, or if I’m just being weirder than usual. I feel like life drains on by so fast until one day you’re left stuck wondering what happened. It’s like, the moment you’re in now is going to be a memory in a few seconds, and then a fuzzier memory in a few minutes, and your life is just you in your current moment with all your memories of all your moments, most of which you forget. And your current moments pass in seconds. One day, if I survive that long, I’ll be 60 and thinking what the hell happened, where the hell did that moment go. And I dunno, it makes life seem so much more worthless, I guess.

    Mood : Drained
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      Oli replied 7 years, 11 months ago

      Try to stay positive and focus on all the wonderful things that are happening in your life @kat4, you deserve all the best, remember to relax and focus on doing what makes you feel awesome, I want to see you truly living each day to the fullest, you can do it, keep being the fabulous person that you are, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)