The moment when you are sat down to study for your exams and you realize your concepts suck and you feel so clueless and all?
I hate it
I hate feeling dumb about something

I dont dislike Physics
But it makes me mad that theres so much i dont know

and like at the end of the day, i have SOOOOO much stuff and people to blame this on
Like my teacher for sucking at being a teacher
the fact that i moved out of my old house earlier in 2015 and things were all over the place

Also the endless High School drama

But at the end of the day
these are what they are.
Excuses
though valid and all

but UGHHH i dont know
i just sometimes feel like even if i tried i cant scrape a B at least

But then again we are not given problems without solutions or those which we cant conquer

So im just really confused and
…I honestly am very stressed

so stressed i get headaches and feel just uneasy and i cant study

Its like a curseeeeeeeeeeeeee!
*sigh*

I am just ranting it out to feel better. Idk if its helping.

though I got an amazing bf who is my support system
which im really grateful for

I just hope i …… calm the eff down and try to get clearheaded and concentrate
idk.