Be positive, upbeat and show the world that you are full of brightness and hope @cocoon, I want to see you smiling and being the fantastic angel that you are, things will be OK, remember you are a warrior who never gives up, show everyone how truly brilliant you are, you will make it, always believe in yourself, feel free to message me anytime if you want to chat, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)