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    Beanz posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    don’t you just love the feeling of feeling empty all the time and you don’t know how to get rid of it at all. don’t you also love it when you want to tell someone something but you don’t know how to explain it. dont you love it when you have a massive crush on a lass and you’re non stop worring about them because what they’ve told you and no one else but you know you’ve got no chance with her cause a friend thinks its a great idea to speak to her about you liking her and she says ”don’t get me wrong he’ s a awesome great friend but i don’t think it would work between us two”. don’t you love it when your crush asks you if you want her to play her violin cause she knows you’re enthusiastic about her being in an orchestra when no one else is and you say ”it’s upto you, you dont have to if you dont want to or if you feel uncomfortable recording yourself” and she does it anyway even though you said that she doesnt have to if she isnt comfortable with doing it. but isnt your favourite moment when you’re extremely close to ending it all and the thing that stops you dead in your tracks is what would happen to your crush cause you know she can’t deal with things all the time

    Mood : Depressed
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      Modest Butter replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      @beanz168, You love the girl, you’ve become precious to her in some way, maybe she likes you too, but she’s afraid to lose you,

      Just say out loud man, make her feel like you’ll never let her go,

      If you want her love then gamble your friendship before she gives her love to someone else, Just do it! dont let it be one of your regrets in life, dont let it be one of the what if’s of your life,

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      Beanz replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      i would do it @modestbutter but i’m afraid of losing her as a friend as she means the world to me and i really don’t want to lose our amazing friendship at all. i know if i lose her i’ll be lost and i won’t know what to do with my life

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      Modest Butter replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      Isn’t that the same for her? Won’t it hurt more if you keep up the stalemate, eventually one of you will give up,, breaking the heart of the other without even a word?

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      Modest Butter replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      A friendship that raises you high when turned to love will take you higher

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      Beanz replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      it may be the same for her even if she does feel anything for me even though my mate told me that she just sees me as a great friend. and i dont understand how one of us will give up and break the heart of the other without even a word. what do you mean by this?

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      Oli replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      I would try to stick with her @beanz168, I’m sure you can still be friends with each other or still be in each others lives even if you are not in a relationship, hope things go well, try to stay positive and keep smiling, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)