I would try to tell this person how you are truly feeling when you feel completely ready too @itschristinex, you deserve to be happy and not to have things making you feel upset, do work through all your thoughts and feelings, decide if this is want you really want, I’m sure you will come to a decision that will benefit and help you, I want to see you having an awesome life Christine, hope everything works out for you, I’ll always be here if you ever need to chat about anything sweetie (hugs)