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    Kat posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Wow. I looked back at my last post and realized that I’ve actually come a little ways. I am still extremely self-conscious about my weight and eating in front of other people, but I have stopped counting calories and I don’t cut myself that much anymore, although it’s usually because I can’t find time to be alone long enough to do it. The isolation in my classes has gotten worse, but I made some pretty cool friends. I tried joining Speech and Debate Club. I am never doing that again. I almost cried and came close to breaking down after I was forced to give a speech. I’m also really confused. I think that I might be gay, but I have no idea and I don’t know what to do or who I should talk to or if I should even talk to anyone. I have a crush on a girl in one of my classes and this is really confusing for me because I always assumed that I was straight and now I have no idea. Sorry if this seems a bit allover the place, but I’ve been thinking about so many things and worrying about them. Thanks for reading.

    Mood : Confused
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      rinseandrep replied 8 years, 5 months ago

      @deadtotheworld Sounds good. :) For the rest, it’s Okay if you aren’t 100% straight. Maybe see if you can start talking to that girl for a few minutes, to check if you actually enjoy being around her before you spend a lot of mental energy on her, and maybe it can get up to coffee together and talking about uni and stuff.

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      Oli replied 8 years, 4 months ago

      Please don’t let anything get you down @deadtotheworld, you are beautiful inside and out Kat, be comfortable with yourself and be kind to yourself, I’m sure you will find compassionate and understanding people who will always be there for you no matter what, everyone deserves good people in their lives, you do too, keep being the person you have always wanted to be, things will work out for you Kat, stay positive and keep smiling, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)