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    Heroine posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    I..should disappear..I shouldn’t exist.. if I do or say anything, I make people angry or upset..this sucks..I don’t want this anymore.. I have to fake everything and fake a smile to make them all stay happy.. everything I do…makes everything worse..

    Mood : Sad
    • Hey, don’t say that. Maybe it’s only the day, maybe moments that get hard but be strong and endure. Take all your efforts and make art, write, be with people that makes you happy. The world is there for you!

    • Everyone has those feelings but just know that the more you endure pain now the less you will in the future. Hold on and stay strong please :)

    • I totally understand where you’re coming from there @Heroine BUT there are people that you make happy every single day and they apprieciate you a lot they just dont know how to express it to you. last night for me i found out that my mate who i call penguin (cause she’s literally like a penguin) and she told me how much i mean to her and thats what’s made me re-think about it as all i had to do was take the rest of the melatonin i had left. but @Heroine i don’t think you should disappear at all you seem like great person and i can see that you’re going to go far in life if you put your mind to it. don’t allow anyone to get you down at all, keep your head up high keep the people who mean the world to you close to you, and just cause you have to fake everything doesnt mean there isnt someone out there that doesnt understand what you mean by that as i always fake everything. if you EVER need someone to speak to @Heroine please please dont be afraid to message me

    • Please don’t think like that @heroine, you mean a lot to so many people, you are a much valued and appreciated member of the Blah community, we all care about you, you are such a lovely and incredible person who deserves all the happiness, love and joy in the world, I want to see you truly smiling and living each day to the fullest, focus on all the things that make you feel content and that give you hope, things will be OK and everything will go your way, stay as upbeat as you can, you will beat all your struggles, you can do it, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, remember you are fabulous in your own unique way, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)