Hi, I’m new here. This is the new state of life I’ve been going through; in my youth I felt romantic about sexuality and all it’s possibilities, but now since I’ve been taking a new medication for stress and mood swings it’s rather difficult to know where I am right now. It’s kind of like I’m repeating my childhood except there is nothing left to ponder and to glee over. The huge excitement of sexual nature was extremely interesting, although the fun had it’s downsides to how much people would think and tell me to obsess over something else no matter how many times I study the mystery of sensuality in secret. I was often in rapture that had no comparison to anything else that could be said in words. I now have a boyfriend who I have a long distance relationship with, and it makes him struggle because he wants to turn me on. I just wish my mental state could stop being sexually bored.