Please don’t feel alone @ladybug48, you are surrounded by compassionate and lovely people hun, also you are amongst friends in this community, we are all here to support you, try to do things that make you feel happy and that put a bright smile on your face, you can do it, I want you feeling amazing and on top of the world, everything will go your way, be upbeat and show everyone how truly incredible you are, you can do it, believe in yourself and keep going, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)