Don’t let negative thoughts get you down @swanton1991, do your best to think about happy and positive things, everyone deserves to feel wonderful and upbeat emotions, you do too, I want to see you feeling good because you are truly fantastic, keep going and don’t give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)