It might not seem like you matter but your life is amazing. You have friends and family that love you and want you to live. You can’t forget about them. Do you have a girlfriend? I bet she would care if you ended it. You matter. You are important. Don’t end it.

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Please don’t let anything get you down @killer201208, you are such an awesome person who deserves to lead a happy and fantastic life, everything will be OK Seth, focus on getting yourself to a better place emotionally and mentally, great things will happen to you, hold your head up high and be as upbeat as you can, you will beat all your struggles, keep going and never give up, you are a warrior, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)