Hopefully your medication will help you, you’ll get the right sort of treatment and everything will be OK @beautifulmess14, do try to focus on the things that make you happy, do relax and calm yourself, you deserve a life filled with happiness and love hun, you are a fighter who will make it through tough times and come out so much stronger, you can do it, don’t give up, keep going and believe in yourself, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, remember you are never alone (hugs)