I’m so sorry for the loss of your friend @vvenomblanc, just remember the good times you had with each other, the times you laughed and smiled together, I’m sure your friend Jay is looking down on you and she is so very proud of you and she loves you very much, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too sweetie, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)