Please don’t think like that @aliceclaire23, you will make it Alice, so many more brighter days are ahead for you and may all the months and years ahead be filled with happiness for you, you will have such a wonderful future hun, believe in yourself and hold your head up high, things will be OK, be positive and smile, you are a good person who deserves all the best in life, focus on all the things that make you smile and that make you upbeat, don’t let anything get you down, you can do this, keep going forward and believe in yourself, everything will work out, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)