Im a very deep logical thinker, sometimes it doesnt make sense to believe in what my eyes cant see (GOD). I have experienced alot of deep pain within my life, I turned my back on him because of it. My life use to be broken, my self worth was destroyed. I started flirting with drugs at some what of a young age, ALL my friends turned their back on me all at once. I went from being a problem solver to being the problem. I went from being the most popular guy at school to just a complete outcast. Gossip destroyed who I was, my personality. Its okay to feel lost in life, to not know your identity. I dont public speaking and ive spoke at countless Youth Groups and shared my story with them. I want you to know that the deepest pain that you have ever felt in your heart that God can take that pain from you, not only will he take that pain from you but you can use that pain to help people who has gone thru that same problem. Life isnt about holding on to your pain but learning how to help people deal with their pain. We all have a plan in life, but without knowing who you are its impossible to live out that plan.Jeremiah 29:13-14.13 You shall seek Me and find Me, when you shall search for Me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you, says the Lord, and I will turn away your captivity and gather you from all the nations and from all the places where I have driven you, says the Lord, and I will bring you back into the place from where I caused you to be carried away captive. This is the before scripture but the one above is the real plan that God has for you, in trying time I dont seek out the stage to speak or preach I seek God with ALL my HEART, I pray to him and I can feel his presence comforting me….Jeremiah 29:11-12.11 For I know the plans that I have for you, says the Lord, plans for peace and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. 12 Then you shall call upon Me, and you shall come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.