Do what makes you feel truly happy and positive @stephy19, you deserve to smile and you are a survivor who has been through so much Stephy, please keep going, keep fighting and never give up, you can do this, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

Something with four seasons ? The changes and the endless circle. Actually, there are lot of ideas about changes in internet.