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    gray beard posted an update 8 years, 10 months ago

    It was a weekend of funerals and birthday parties. The birthday parties were harder on me. I do not do well socializing with people that expect me to smile, be happy and have fun. I have a lot of trouble doing those things with others around. I spent last night, ignoring my age, and turning on the xbox for a couple hours before reading. I crave alone time, more and more, and I know that is not healthy, but it is like dieting, I can not deny myself that bit of pleasure constantly or I will be back to wanting it all the time.
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      Oli replied 8 years, 10 months ago

      I’m sure everything will be OK and things will work out @gray-beard, I’m sorry you had to go to funerals, try your best to enjoy all the good times you have, do things that make you feel truly happy and positive, you are an awesome person who deserves all the best, don’t let anything get you down, keep smiling and be upbeat, you can do this, you are a survivor who never gives up, keep fighting, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)