Thank you, I ended up staying home for now and trying to get some sleep that’s one of the reasons I have a hard time going to a hospital because while I’m there I can’t sleep.

I would do what you feel is best and right for you @fearfulchocolate, I’m sure things will be OK, try your best to relax, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the best and all the happiness in the world, try to not let anything get you down, things will be OK, hold your head up high, smile and be positive, you are a fighter who never gives up, everything will work out and so many more brighter days will be ahead, you can do this, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)