You should just tell him the truth. I bet he’ll understand if you talk to him about what you’re going through.

Thank you Crystal, I think I will talk to him if nothing else just to let him know.

I would talk to your brother @fearfulchocolate, I’m sure he will understand and listen to you, please don’t let sadness get you down, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the happiness in the world. things will be OK, keep fighting and never give up, you are a warrior, great things will happen to you and you will be so successful, you are truly incredible, show the world how awesome you are, so much light will come into your life, you can do this, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)