You deserve to be appreciated and loved because you are such an amazing human-being @dinosawry, I’m sure you do your best to help others and make others happy, please try to be positive and smile, keep being the fantastic individual that you are, things will be OK, keep fighting and don’t give up, show the world how truly remarkable you are, you can do this, believe in yourself, you are full of light, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)