Please don’t think like that @protective-rock, you are such a wonderful person who deserves happiness, please be kind to yourself and think uplifting thoughts, I’m sure you will find good people who will always stick by you and never leave you, everyone deserves compassionate friends in their lives, you do too, be positive and keep smiling, great people are out there, you can do this, never give up, I’ll always be here if you need to talk or if you need a friend, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

But it keeps happening. I talk to someone and I get too hopeful and come on to strong and they can smell my stink of desperation. Even in friendships too. Why can’t insecurity be an appealing factor?!

It’s all because I constantly crave affection and attention for self validation. I’d have to tell you all about my past for you to know why.