Yah this is a long one

Huh I realize I do most posts at night. Guess cause that is when I do alot of thinking. I have also done many music posts. Combo tonight I guess…..sigh. Been hearing alot of songs recently. Many slow, sad and meaningful. Many get to me but I guess gotta be somebody by nickel back is the one that expresses me right now

”gotta be somebody”:

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

’Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
’Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
’Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it’s just like dйjа vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

’Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
’Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
’Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you’re holding on
’Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
’Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
’Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Ik I’m not alone well to an extent. I have friends but they truely come and go. Even several I was truly close to don’t talk to me much but I wondered why for a while. Maybe its me….. Am I afraid to let one get too close? Idk anymore. Sometimes writing expresses more than what’s spoken.. And mabe I’ve been thinking too much lately. And maybe I’m too much of s dreamer stuck in my own world.