Please don’t think like that @bethjaneeee, you are none of those things, you are special, amazing and a good person, please try to be positive and see yourself in a nice way, you can do this Beth, don’t let anything bring you down, focus on being the awesome individual that you are, stay strong, you are never alone, I’m always here if you ever need someone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)