You are beautiful @darkthoughts, please try to think positively about yourself and be upbeat, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the best in life, try to not let negativity get you down, keep smiling and being the amazing individual that you are, you can do this, remember you are so strong and are never alone, I’ll always be here if you ever need to talk about anything or if you ever need a friend, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)