@risingarpeggio I haven’t had a decent eating pattern in years, because my mother never cared. I never had stability when it comes to that. I tried multiple times to get a decent eating pattern, but when I try to watch it, all I do is eat lesser and lesser. I keep feeling back into old habits. I’ve never been able to handle changes well. I need my structure. I know you care, but you shouldn’t. It would be better if nobody would because I’m not going to last. I don’t want anyone to be hurt from that.
You have no idea how I cope with changes and what they do to me. I need my structure and it’s difficult to change something. You’re not me, so you don’t know. So you’re saying I should change? I was going to say ”why not accept me for who I am?” but that would be wrong because I don’t accept who I am, so I don’t have to expect others would.
The first part felt like a small attack, but that’s probably just me and my thoughts. I know you have good intentions, but I’ll be fine. I don’t need anyone parenting me. I’ll figure it out. Of course I feel drained, that’s one of the joys of being depressed.
I don’t know You, Rain. I’ve just got here. But I have to say, I absolutely love You! After all, those, who always try to help, suffer the most. So You have my symphathies. Please listen to yourself only. Because it’s the only person that can fully understand your condition. My blessings, Dear!
@risingarpeggio I haven’t had a decent eating pattern in years, because my mother never cared. I never had stability when it comes to that. I tried multiple times to get a decent eating pattern, but when I try to watch it, all I do is eat lesser and lesser. I keep feeling back into old habits. I’ve never been able to handle changes well. I need my structure. I know you care, but you shouldn’t. It would be better if nobody would because I’m not going to last. I don’t want anyone to be hurt from that.
You have no idea how I cope with changes and what they do to me. I need my structure and it’s difficult to change something. You’re not me, so you don’t know. So you’re saying I should change? I was going to say ”why not accept me for who I am?” but that would be wrong because I don’t accept who I am, so I don’t have to expect others would.
The first part felt like a small attack, but that’s probably just me and my thoughts. I know you have good intentions, but I’ll be fine. I don’t need anyone parenting me. I’ll figure it out. Of course I feel drained, that’s one of the joys of being depressed.
I don’t know You, Rain. I’ve just got here. But I have to say, I absolutely love You! After all, those, who always try to help, suffer the most. So You have my symphathies. Please listen to yourself only. Because it’s the only person that can fully understand your condition. My blessings, Dear!
@eoween Thanks for your words.