This is understandable due to the simple fact that we have a harder time listening to ourselves then our friend. Try talking to your friend/parent or even a counselor. It’s incredible how much they can help you in situations like these.
Until next time, I hope you find your answer. Be safe!

You are such a supportive and loving friend @thedepressedchick, I know how you feel, it can be so hard to take your own advice, but I’m sure you will make it through all your struggles and much brighter days will be ahead for you, always remember you are such a beautiful and special soul who deserves so much love and happiness, keep fighting and don’t give up, hold your head up high and keep smiling, be positive and optimistic, you can do this, stay strong, you are never alone, if you ever need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)