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    Alexandria posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    I cant even pretend, I don’t matter because I have no friends or positive support system in real life, I don’t even have anything on the internet, I cant even make a real online friend, let alone ever think I could make one in real life. It’s painful not knowing what to do because I am in no situation to just go out and magically make friends, magically have some awesome support system in my life, no that shiz just never happens. And I wish so badly that I didn’t care.

    Mood : Discontent
    • You can never know, if you keep putting yourself out there, people will come, online or in real life. What you say becomes real only when you close the door to to other people. Language sites like Interpals and Italki for example. where you can use your language as a resource to meet new people and some will stick.

    • Please don’t be sad @alexandria22, hold your head up high and keep smiling, you do matter, please try to think positively, you are such an awesome and special person who deserves so much joy and happiness, please don’t give up, you are a fighter and survivor, things will get better and everything will work out, you do deserve to have compassionate and loving friends around you, I’m sure you will find people who will love you for who you are, remember that the Blah community will always be here to support and be there for you and so will I, you have so much strength in you and you are never alone, always believe in yourself and keep moving forward, you can do this, I’m always here if you need to talk or if you need a friend, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)