Please don’t feel alone @sarah-lily, you are never alone, the Blah community will always be here for you, keep your head up and stay strong, you are such a wonderful and amazing person, things will get better for you, keep fighting, never give up, everything will work out for you, try to stay positive, upbeat and optimistic, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)