Hi there. I also recently felt this way. I always heard that cutting yourself was a good way to go when youre depro, and when I did eventually, I really hurt! So I found other ways to make myself feel that pain, because somehow hurting physically hurts less that emotionally. Whats been happening in your life that makes you feel this way?

It is so much easier for me to heal from something physical than it is emotional. It sucks. I just don’t feel happy. Nothing. My partner at the time (who left me after I told her about how I felt), my kid, my job, moving into my new place.. nothing makes me happy… its like its just gone. and it hurts. It hurts so bad. I feel like acting out, being stupid, relapsing and doing drugs again…. but instead I grabbed a razor. Something I hadn’t done in years….