Things will get better for you @arty1987, don’t give up, please try to think positively and stay upbeat, everything will turn out great for you, you are such a wonderful, strong and special person, remember that you are never alone, you will do amazing things in your life, I’m sure you have a lot to be proud of, please keep moving forward with confidence, you can do this, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)