You don’t deserve to be treated like that @paigegarza44, your dad should treat you and your siblings all the same, with love and care, you do deserve better, keep your head up, please don’t do anything to yourself, you deserve to be here, you are a beautiful and wonderful person with amazing qualities, I believe in you and I’m sure everyone on Blah does as well, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are not alone (hugs)