im so over everything in my life. The drama,fighting,anxiety,pills,friends. i dont want to back to old habbits but im being so fucking triggered. Nobody appreciates shit i do so im not trying anymore. nothings fair. I guess ill just have to keep popping pills and forcing a god damn smile on my face. Id rather hide everything then try to tell because it just gets worse. And i dont need no ”stay strong” from anyone who just trys to make themselves feel better. fuckin irritated and over it.