Wow..Time travels by so fast. I made this account about a year ago,and im proud to say that i havent cut for awhile… ive been thinking of it,but im still hanging on a thread. Ive broken up with that boyfriend i was so excited about…i felt like ive brought all of my problems onto him and i felt like he deserved better,so yeah. ANYWAYYYS Im actually 14 now! yay!! gotta fix up that description over there.. hehe! Im actually in a band with my friends! which is going pretty well. were going to be singing many many covers of our favorite songs and post em on youtube!! Im finally coming out of my shell and im going to be wearing what i want to school,such as flower crowns,because i love making them, so i thought ”why not wear one on the first day of school?” haha. im really glad that i havent cut. Im always willing to comfort people, and on high alert towards my friends to make sure theyre happy and smiling! :3 Its not like im always smiles and rainbows,myself. im going to be keeping this fake image, you see, like ive never been hurt. But i can do what i want. And when im with friends, ill let myself out. Its simple, but requires tons of practice. My mom found out about my cutting…It turns out she hurt herself when she was my age too. She offered me pills or therapy, but being the stubborn child i am, i kindly rejected. There will always be that biting noise throughout my head telling me that im not good enough,but ill always have my mind set on what i need to do to become who i want to be. Thats it for awhile, ill come back soon! (hopefully not after 5 months like last time >.< bye <33))