Here is a update on my wacky crazy life. Well my fiancee’ has always made me feel like I was inadequate and that everything I every say is a complaint when it was only in reaction to how he treats me. There have been several times were during our relationship I have seen posts were he was talking to other people but he constantly denies it. My thing is if you are so depressed with me just be upfront ad tell me and we just part ways but don’t make it seem like I am the problem. I know my life wasn’t kosher I had it rough so sometimes I needed someone to lean on so I told my partner so they would know what to expect from me no hidden things. I don’t talk to other people nor do I set up dating profiles. It just hurts that I can’t find someone who is willing to treat me right. I am a good person I always treat others with respect so I don’t know why it is so hard for people to see my value. I didn’t grow up with my father that was already a strained relationship but I don’t constantly talk about my issues. I just expect my partner to work with me as I work with them because a relationship takes two people. I just feel stabbed in the back and in the heart.