I get this overwhelming urge to scream. I an inlove with this man whotruly id not right for me. but i still love him deeply. He is an immature asshole and he knows it and is cocky about it. But i know he loves me more then anything and i am in the works of figuring out what the hell i am doing. I am surrounded by people who hate him and are urging me to end it. saying i deserve more and yeah i am sure i do but i am still trying to figure it out. and no one will just let it be. no one is supportive. i hear the disdain and disappointment in their voices whenever his name is mentioned and i am so done with it all. I want everyone to shut the fuck up and let me be me! This situation is already hard enough as it is, much less having the people around me make it worse >.<